Standing in the rain

Even though the last few days have been jam packed with death, greaving and bad news. Doesnt mean we have to drown ourselves in a puddle of misery. We should dance in the rain, take time for the tears, then move on. You never know who needs your help in the next moment. Who needs your smile to make it through the next day. Or who really looks up to you and thinks your a strong and confident person. so smile it helps in the long run, you never know helping someone might not only save their life, but in the end save your own.

Freakouts Start Now....

Why am i freaking out?! I really have no idea i still have over 150 days till i even graduate and more than that till i leave. This place no longer feels like home but what if Spring Arbor doesn't either. Do i just not belong anywhere?! Feeling really unwanted lately and really don't want to go on that band trip. its just gonna be drama which i don't need any more of......... God just save me now.......... PLEASE?! Im Crushing again yeah yeah i know so long of a break but what do you expect im Michaela aren't I :) haha ok im tired and just not in a good mood and my knee is swollen...... whats up with that?! Goodnight!!!