Freakouts Start Now....

Why am i freaking out?! I really have no idea i still have over 150 days till i even graduate and more than that till i leave. This place no longer feels like home but what if Spring Arbor doesn't either. Do i just not belong anywhere?! Feeling really unwanted lately and really don't want to go on that band trip. its just gonna be drama which i don't need any more of......... God just save me now.......... PLEASE?! Im Crushing again yeah yeah i know so long of a break but what do you expect im Michaela aren't I :) haha ok im tired and just not in a good mood and my knee is swollen...... whats up with that?! Goodnight!!!